As someone who once believed joy had to be earned through victory, I discovered something unexpected in the glow of a virtual night market: freedom isn’t found in winning—it’s born in permission. This is my story of surrendering to play, not for profit, but for presence. Through the rhythm of light, the pulse of chance, and the quiet courage to lose gracefully, I relearned what it means to truly engage with life. For every overthinker, overachiever, and soul seeking stillness in motion—this is your invitation.